Friday, October 22, 2010

~..i LOVE u..~

When you say I miss you
You don't know what that does to me
Its like a part of me is missing
Without you I'm nothing
Even though our hands haven't touched yet
Our hearts have
States away
And miles apart
Yet nothing can stop our love
Waiting up late to call you
To hear your sweet and tender voice
If there was any other choice I would take it in a heart beat
As my heart beats for you and only you
One call is all I need
To make me smile from cheek to cheek
So big that my jaw starts to hurt
Love everything about you even your flaws
You got me going crazy
Thats why I call you my baby
My heads spinning in circles for you
I see you everywhere I look
I look at all the pictures you ever took
You look ever so charming
You got me staring at 'em like never before
Simply hoping I could hold you close
I never told you these things
But I couldn't hold back anymore
I need to tell you how I truly feel
Everything I say is real
I need you here right now and always
I wana hold you until you fall asleep in my arms
And hold you tight all night long
How you make me feel
Feels so right
It feels like we're meant to be
If you need my love I'm willing to leave
All this love built up inside is oh so strong
Three years and still holding on
Staying strong till the very end
And maybe then we finally meet
Heart to heart
Nothing will spearate us
I love you deeply
Your voice alone makes me weak that it makes me hard to speak
You got me shaking
You got me trembling
Everything around me seems so fake
I want you, I want the real thing
Because you are by all the only one that's always there
I know this seems like just words
But this is all that I have to connect to your heart
I speak these words to you
With my heart in my hands
Every ounce of love in every text
Everything you do makes me smile
I'll always love you
Forever this shall be
I LOVE YOU BABE!!! <3

..i still LOVE u..

Even though we fight,
I walk my days with no fright,
for it's not you i fear,
but without you being here.

A fear i believe to be untold,
it is you i want to behold,
in my arms where you belong,
fall asleep to your lullaby song.

Recently we've yelled and we've fought,
but neither of us have put it in thought,
how much we are really missing each other,
and how in life we dont want to find another.

No matter how bad of a day it was to me,
it is only you who I want to see,
after all these things we have been thru,
what I want to say is that I still love you.

p/s: my darl, 4giv of all my mistakes..n i'll love u 4ever..

Thursday, October 21, 2010

~hEartBreAker~

Can't believe I let you go,
guess i never realized what a good thing i had.
When i read over the messages you sent,
i cant believe i didn't see how good you were to me.
I let you go,
looking back it was such a stupid thing to do.
You liked me for me,
he liked me for what he thought I'd give him.
And by the time he realized i wasn't giving it up and left,
you were gone,
you could only hold on for so long,
after i let you go.
I wish i could speak to you again,
I'd show you this poem and ask for forgiveness,
which i don't deserve.
I was so stupid to let you go,
now i see this there is nothing i can do.
If i ever got you back,
I'd never ever let you go.

to my syg...i'll never let u go..even u hate me, i'll always love u..u always stay inside my deep heart..